<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2876174354697376713</id><updated>2012-02-16T04:38:48.687-08:00</updated><category term='kambal'/><title type='text'>My last shot.</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2876174354697376713/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Superpigs</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07795434710526163472</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='21' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUWld-y4pI/AAAAAAAAABA/t_uzwYU4NYc/S220/1_225852570l.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>2</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2876174354697376713.post-5449265238257007778</id><published>2009-05-21T01:55:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-21T02:10:10.405-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kambal'/><title type='text'>Letter part ii.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: arial;"&gt;I do not have any idea what happened between us. But honestly, I only have nothing but tiny hope that things will go back the way they used to be, the way I want them to be. But I can only do so much. No matter how hard I cling on to you, it seems that it's just not the same anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know me, when I get hurt, I stay away. And guess what, I really am hurting now. You're not anything near Vince nor Alex nor Carlo. The pain that's crushing my heart is different from the pain I felt because of them. This is way too worse. Why? Because, you were my best friend. And I'm pretty sure that no one else will come close to what you were. I'll never have a friend I can trust a gun with, pointed at me, knowing that you will never pull the trigger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: arial;"&gt;I know we are different now.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="font-family: arial;"&gt;So, what? We can still bond and get together, right? If spending a little of your time with me is what you want. But, I'm starting to doubt it.:(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know, I have this feeling that you do not want to hear my name or see me anymore. And if my presence bother you that much, then I promise that you'll be hearing or seeing the least of me. But I can hope that we can still patch things up. I really hope so. Because, call me a loser, but our friendship is one of a kind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, that's it. Hope you'll be happy with what you'll see.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2876174354697376713-5449265238257007778?l=superpigs23.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/feeds/5449265238257007778/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/2009/05/letter-part-ii.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2876174354697376713/posts/default/5449265238257007778'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2876174354697376713/posts/default/5449265238257007778'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/2009/05/letter-part-ii.html' title='Letter part ii.'/><author><name>Superpigs</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07795434710526163472</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='21' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUWld-y4pI/AAAAAAAAABA/t_uzwYU4NYc/S220/1_225852570l.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2876174354697376713.post-7633184315290848210</id><published>2009-05-21T01:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-05-21T01:52:33.973-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kambal'/><title type='text'>Memoirs.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;I am not good at this, at all.. And you know that. So I hope that you'll appreciate this. These are the memories I have of US - what we used to be. I want to share it with you.&lt;br /&gt;                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUTZRPhfaI/AAAAAAAAAAM/IVhCUIKHs6w/s1600-h/4.jpg"&gt;   &lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUTZRPhfaI/AAAAAAAAAAM/IVhCUIKHs6w/s1600-h/4.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUTZRPhfaI/AAAAAAAAAAM/IVhCUIKHs6w/s320/4.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338194258163760546" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUTwRFgZ2I/AAAAAAAAAAU/ONiamArz55U/s1600-h/3.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUTwRFgZ2I/AAAAAAAAAAU/ONiamArz55U/s320/3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338194653258737506" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUVDWgTT3I/AAAAAAAAAAk/Y6IvB9bspJI/s1600-h/2.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUVDWgTT3I/AAAAAAAAAAk/Y6IvB9bspJI/s320/2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338196080642445170" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUVL-tqoyI/AAAAAAAAAAs/0hFrO_EgXq4/s1600-h/1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUVL-tqoyI/AAAAAAAAAAs/0hFrO_EgXq4/s320/1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338196228874871586" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUWQNovamI/AAAAAAAAAA0/Oa1ph-sxvtI/s1600-h/5.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUWQNovamI/AAAAAAAAAA0/Oa1ph-sxvtI/s320/5.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338197401111849570" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:85%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2876174354697376713-7633184315290848210?l=superpigs23.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/feeds/7633184315290848210/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/2009/05/memoirs.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2876174354697376713/posts/default/7633184315290848210'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2876174354697376713/posts/default/7633184315290848210'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://superpigs23.blogspot.com/2009/05/memoirs.html' title='Memoirs.'/><author><name>Superpigs</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/07795434710526163472</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='21' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUWld-y4pI/AAAAAAAAABA/t_uzwYU4NYc/S220/1_225852570l.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_nKghD7uolLc/ShUTZRPhfaI/AAAAAAAAAAM/IVhCUIKHs6w/s72-c/4.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
